i can really see myself falling for you.
caring for you.
loving you.
i don't know why.
i can trust you more than people i've known for years.
when did this happen?
i began talking to you in... december?
i had no idea who you were,
but i kept on asking you to marry me.
and i kept on saying "lolwut, i love you" or "orange box, i love you~"
*face palm*
and then you replied with "i love you, but i won't marry you"
i nearly fell off my chair.
it felt nice to laugh so freely.
i hadn't laughed in so long.
so i kept coming back.
you were always there.
i was bored, and needed some sort of interaction.
so i'd talk to you,
and you'd talk back.
you "fail at conversation".
that's fine,
i do too.
(let's fail together)
*head desk*
there were more conversations,
and more laughter.
i don't know what will happen now.
i use you as a distraction.
it's not fair.
but i've tried playing by rules,
and it's never done me any good.