this side of me needs more love.

i can really see myself falling for you.

caring for you.

loving you.

i don't know why.

i can trust you more than people i've known for years.

when did this happen?

i began talking to you in... december?

i had no idea who you were,

but i kept on asking you to marry me.

and i kept on saying "lolwut, i love you" or "orange box, i love you~"

*face palm*

and then you replied with "i love you, but i won't marry you"

i nearly fell off my chair.

it felt nice to laugh so freely.

i hadn't laughed in so long.

so i kept coming back.

you were always there.

i was bored, and needed some sort of interaction.

so i'd talk to you,

and you'd talk back.

you "fail at conversation".

that's fine,

i do too.

(let's fail together)

*head desk*

there were more conversations,

and more laughter.

i don't know what will happen now.

i use you as a distraction.

it's not fair.

but i've tried playing by rules,

and it's never done me any good.

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