Dear blog,

2009-12-19T06:33:59Z

This is to inform you that I will not be updating you very often. I'm terribly sorry. Updates will decrease until I shut you down. I'm getting sick. And I'm online only during the weekends. I only come to you to whine anyway.

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i fail at dying.

2009-09-19T00:44:03Z

no. really. i do. -.-

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this side of me needs more love.

2009-04-23T21:44:34Z

i can really see myself falling for you. caring for you. loving you. i don't know why. i can trust you more than people i've known for years. when did this happen? i began talking to you in... december? i had no idea who you were, but ...

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no. no. no.

2009-04-04T05:59:50Z

i'm not doing this again. i'm not going to get my hopes up. i am just going to write this story, and drop off of the face of the planet. i am here... to tell people about your life. your exciting eventful life~ because mine isn't good e...

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i'm glad that you're far away.

2009-03-27T15:35:03Z

if you were any closer, i would have convinced myself that you were perfect. (you are in a way, but lets not get into that). and then what would have happened? i'd start to expect certain things. things that weren't possible. things that couldn't ...

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6:51am

2009-02-05T11:52:35Z

“Tellement je t'aime, je pense à toi Tellement je t'aime, je rêve de toi Tellement je t'aime, passionnément Tellement je t'aime, à la folie...” I’m such a dork. Ah! But your voice! I’m smiling! Your geeky laugh, I smile more! I know, ...

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note to self:

2009-01-22T23:11:44Z

Please stop over thinking things. Some people are genuine, while some are not.

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This resolve that explodes in my heart.

2008-12-28T21:32:47Z

You've heard of it, yes? Hundreds dead. A reaction to an action. I'd like to end it all. Even if it means that I have to be lonely. Even if it means that I have to surrender my morality. May I become the worlds enemy? May I have that power? Ju...

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The thoughts of you will not ruin my life.

2008-12-20T19:43:48Z

I haven't been too articulate lately, my apologies. I've been a little emo bitch (pity parades and all) ever since returning from the Philippines. I thought "It's this house that's making me this way, I was raped here, that's why I can't keep my t...

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update.

2008-12-13T13:50:31Z

still unemployed. still in nyc. still unhappy. all i want for Christmas, is to be rid of these damn braces. i have a fragile ego, and these metal teeth are not helping.

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