3 posts tagged “green light”

the air feels cleaner.

i think that it's all going to be okay.

the green light says go.

i remember seeing ross crying hysterically in the living room. his eyes were blood-red, and he kept mumbling on and on about some uncle in the philippines. he only said one thing loud enough for us to hear:

"what kind of kid gets hemorrhoids at age 10?"

and then he started blubbering again. completely pathetic, looking for sympathy. it seems pretty funny when you take it out of context. and i'd laugh about it with ya, but the whole situation still upsets me.

i won't condone what he did to me, but i'm beginning to understand why. if i keep on writing from his point of view, then maybe i'll be able to make sense of it all.

i will finish this.

i turn twenty-years old in ten days. i'll see you then.

They don't want it.

They don't want anything to change.

Things are fine,

Because they are comfortable.

Turning on the t.v. to watch Wowowwee, watching the background dancers shake that thang up-up-down-down. Because they've worked hard for the life that they have now. It's fine.

Besides, even if their government is corrupt and their country is stricken with poverty... what can they do?

So all of the feelings of unrest deep inside their hearts are buried deeper with a "Eh..." and "Tsk, tsk, tsk"

So they don't want it.

Fine.

Then I won't work for it.
I won't give you what you don't want to work for.
I'll forget about you.
I'll stop watching the news.
Because if you don't want it,

What is it worth?

Why should I waste my time on it?

My love,

I won't make you go through anything that you don't want to.

But if you do want to turn the whole thing upside down,

Look me up.

I'm here
Sitting in front of this computer typing
Getting ready for you to say "Go".